Thursday, September 8, 2011

What is She Thinking?

Today, I gave permission to my sweet youngest one to play her 30 minutes on the computer.

I found she had accessed this blog and found a you tube video of Agape Boarding School.

She then accessed their you tube channel.

And with her face 1 foot from the screen, her earbuds in her ears, and her face cupped in her hands, she was intensely watching all the videos from her Big Brother's School.

I wonder what she was thinking. I wonder if this "involvement" makes her feel closer to "Hoss".

I wonder how much she misses.

Her heart must be full of questions...


Small Town Joy: said...

Oh, this made me cry this morning.

Lisa notes... said...

Been reading through your posts and my heart breaks for your mother heart. I know the Lord is hearing your cries for Hoss. I pray for healing and restoration sooner rather than later. Blessings to you.