He is having struggles again. Home, but not happy. Fighting against everything.
As I was reading the Word that brings life each day to my soul, I came across this passage:
And Jesus said to his disciples, "Truly, I say to you, only with difficulty will a rich person enter the kingdom of heaven. Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God." When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished, saying, "Who then can be saved?" But Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible."
Then the realization came to me as it does everyday, "I am not in control; God is."
I must lay him at him at the feet of my Lord, yet again.
Savior, I surrender.