Swollen Eyes. Red Face. Migraine. All these are signs of the deep valley in my life.
The tears have flowed freely today. I ask the many already asked questions to the Lord.
"Why can't things be normal...and "Hoss" be home and happy?"
"What happened and why, why, why?"
"What could I have done different?"
I come out of the cave...and the phone rings.
Agape is letting us know "Hoss" has hurt his eye. E.R. visit. No bleeding just an eyeball bruise and pain.
Pain that a mommy should be there to comfort. Pain that I know my Heavenly Father can use to attend "Hoss'" heart.
More tears. And prayers.
Don't worry, friends. I will come around. I trust the Almighty. I know He is working.
Time to self-talk.
My bottle's full again.
Psalm 56:8 "You have kept count of my tossings.; put my tears in Your bottle. Are they not in Your book?"