Sunday, April 15, 2012

The Bottle's Full....Again.

Swollen Eyes. Red Face. Migraine. All these are signs of the deep valley in my life.
The tears have flowed freely today. I ask the many already asked questions to the Lord.

"Why can't things be normal...and "Hoss" be home and happy?"
"What happened and why, why, why?"
"Why?"
"What could I have done different?"

I come out of the cave...and the phone rings.

Agape is letting us know "Hoss" has hurt his eye. E.R. visit. No bleeding just an eyeball bruise and pain.
Pain that a mommy should be there to comfort. Pain that I know my Heavenly Father can use to attend "Hoss'" heart.

More tears. And prayers.

Don't worry, friends. I will come around. I trust the Almighty. I know He is working.

Time to self-talk.

My bottle's full again.

Psalm 56:8 "You have kept count of my tossings.; put my tears in Your bottle. Are they not in Your book?"

1 comment:

Treasures Evermore said...

Praying for you sweet friend. Wish I was there to give you a hug....but know that my prayers are also hugs to you.

Connie